You’ll Never See Life The Same

Dear Soul Full Bloom Family,

This week was a blur for me.
I twisted my priorities and overcommitted — not to joy, but to stress.

And it hit me:
I wasn’t out of time.
I was caught in the pressure cooker of trying to control it.

The modern world pushes us into this trap.
Control becomes our coping mechanism.
We think: “If I could just get it all in order... I’d feel better.”

But control doesn’t keep us safe.
It keeps us stuck.

Control is not safety — consciousness is.

Alan Watts said it best:
"One of the greatest confusions in the modern world is this peculiar idea that control means suppression…
But true control—like that of a dancer—is not rigidity. It is grace.”

We are not here to strangle our desires, flatten our intuition, or shut down our curiosity.
We are here to move with them wisely.

To feel our own momentum.
To trust surrender.
To lead with love.

We are here to dissolve the “default mode” of seeking approval and acceptance, and instead dance with the weight of our lives instead of resisting the rhythm.

The New Physics of Spirituality

In scalar fields and spiritual epigenetics, coherence is not about control.
It’s about resonance.

You don’t “master” your energy by silencing your inner voice.
You master your energy by:

• Remembering how it responds, glistens, and reminds you to come back home to yourself.

• Noticing how it moves through time.

• Honoring how your breath, thoughts, and sacraments shift your waveform.

You are not a machine to manage.
You are a waveform in a living Lattice.

Curiosity, not control, is the path to coherence.

From Fear to Frequency

So many of us were taught to fear time.
To fear our feelings.
To fear the very wildness that makes us alive.

But here’s the truth:
Time is not your enemy.
Time is your teacher.

Alan Watts’ reminder is timeless: You don’t control a car by locking it in the garage. You learn how it moves. You become the driver.

➡️ Watch here: Alan Watts on Psychedelics: You’ll Never See Life the Same

You don’t evolve by silencing your desires.
You evolve by becoming conscious of them.
Not the shadow of desire — but the soul’s desire to know Thy Self.

This Week’s Reflection Prompts

• What am I trying to control right now, and why?

• Where am I mistaking suppression for strength?

• What would it feel like to dance with time, instead of race it?

You are not broken.
You are blooming.

You are not late.
You are in divine rhythm.

Let the pressure dissolve into grace, laughter, and love.
Let your intuition guide you into presence.
Let curiosity move you into coherence.

You cannot forbid curiosity.
You can only awaken to it.

With wonder, wisdom, and waveforms,
Christy
Founder and Soul Sister – Soul Full Bloom